Who Are You To Talk?!

Ugh. I don't get it. Why would you want to bring someone down?? I try so fucking hard, all the damn time. It gets so old after a while, ya know? I mean give me a fucking break. I'm a single mom, and I do this shit all on my own. I don't get ANYTHING from my baby daddy, nothing. I do it all for my son. So why in the hell would someone tell me they can take better care of him than me?? NOBODY can take better care of him than me. I work my ass off for him. I buy every diaper, every meal, every bit of winter clothing, I buy it all. I buy the cool toys he wants and the halloween costume he wants and I work fifty fucking hours a week to do it. But that doesn't seem to count for shit to anybody, does it? Ugh this is just so frustrating, coming from anyone else it wouldn't even phase me nearly as much but coming from one person in particular it's entirely too harsh. I KNOW that my son would rather be with me than anyone else. I would rather be with him than anyone else but what the hell am I not supposed to work and do what I can to make sure he has a place to call home?! And what the hell was done for me that was so damn great? I know I can take better care of my son than anyone else because of all the mistakes I was fucking able to learn from, and I will never, EVER put him through those things.